i don't live there anymore. and that's ok. :-)

27th June 2016

00:31

[ace of base - waiting for magic (fairytales remix)]

wow what a lazy ass of a day i've had!

stayed in bed most part up until about 13:00 today... was nice and cosy and warm.... and then i could hear dion's footsteps out in the hall so i text him to see what was going on in the world.... he came in and hopped into bed to warm his cold hands using my body as a heater.... cheeky bear......

did a lap to the vet to get some dry food for young kahn.... then came home and was lured into Master's room to watch him play elder scrolls on the play station.... damn i love that game!

played my own character tonight for about an hour too.... i suck at combat lol i seem to just press all the buttons available to me hoping to kill the opponent lol sometimes it works..... sometimes....!!

apart from that, kitchen got tidied up, scribbled an application together, ate some food...... and fitbit reckons i've done 8000 or so steps today, which i find very surprising lol

was nice to have kahn use me half as a cushion, gave him lots of pats and rubs.... he's a beautiful boy...

so the windows 10 system is using one of my hotmail accounts as the login and the profile picture is a nice one of me - a selfie i took in ballan a few years ago.... it was interesting just looking at it and thinking about where in the house it was, what i was doing at the time, what sort of weather it was.....

sorta made me think and realise once again, i don't live there anymore.

i miss my neighbour, my bears, the fireplace..... but i don't regret leaving and coming to sydney. i will always have good memories and good friends from that place. but this is home now.

and i still have to remind myself sometimes that this really is my home.

when i look around my room. all the books, furniture, pictures, posters, food stocks, fetish gear - it's all a lot more of "home" than any of my previous places of residence to date. i feel good and encouraged to be myself and express myself and that's the vibe i put into my room.

it's gryph's nesting box, of sorts lol

and i love sharing it with my family and housemates, every single one of them.

when i have a visitor, it's like a visitor to my house. i play a little bit of a "host" role. i feel like i should offer food and drinks upon arrival lol

Master's idea of having "gryph's coffee shop" setup with the spare folding ikea work table is awesome. haven't applied it for it's intended use since pup pride week when games night happened and i ran a game in my room. should try and do something like that again soon and have the roomies over to play a game and listen to some of my daggy tunes on cd or vinyl :-)

today was the coldest day so far that i have experienced in sydney this year. and it was a lovely thought given how cold it would get in ballan much earlier in the year, being so high up in the hills etc...... though i did get a bit jealous of the pictures i saw from friends when it snowed in ballarat again last week - snow is a beautiful thing. i will treasure the memory of my first australian snow experience in ballarat in 2014 - beautiful!

so again i remind myself. i am at home. in my bed. listening to my music. in safety. with family. with friends. with love.

night all :-)

good production!

22nd june 2016

00:36

owen is trying to snapchat me into an ugly dog or an ugly nerd, or a fruit.... he is crazy...

i've had a rather busy and productive day today which is nice

it means that i wasn't really all that bored :-)

• finally got itunes on the refurb computer to work (yay!)
• mowed the backyard
• sprayed weed killer everywhere i possibly could
• vacuumed and mopped floors
• cleaned bathroom
• washed floor mats
• ordered a replacement remote for Master's tv
• washing done and ironing done
• cooked dinner (yum!)
• washed up
• went to the gym
• watched Master play some elder scrolls (wow i love the graphics!)
• took out rubbish and put out bins for collection

i'm sure there was other stuff but i can't remember right now lol

things that are good:

• well most things are good :-)
• i love my home
• i love my family
• i love my housemates
• i love my room
• i love using Headspace and learning to meditate to help my mind strengthen further
• i am in a safe place
• people look out for my safety and well being
• i have a good secure job

so things are good which is lovely.

get to play role play gaming tomorrow afternoon which should be fun :-) i always look forward to that

and i love food too

*burp*

shennaniganonsensicalistics........

good evening!

14th june 2016
22:35

yes it's been a while. sorry about that knackers!

how's things going? well things are good. better than good. they are goodly well muchly nice thank you ta very biscuit!

had a good but uneventful day at work. friday's visitor to the rail track was not nice... so today was lovely having everyone remain on the platform :-)

clean the toilets a couple of times... swept the platform many times (wow there must've been some stressed people with all the cigarette butts everywhere on each trip around the broom stick handle)

got to go wander down the main road of chesty hill to put someone's letter in the mail box as they left it on the platform... was nice to venture further than the top of the platform stairs....

went for a lovely walk with Master and Kahn this morning to pickup some scripts at the chemisty-doodywhacker...

Kahn is a beautiful dog. i love him so much and love giving him some massages when we bring him inside to sleep in the warmth... i like to hold and rub his ears to warm them up too as they seem to be the coldest part of him, poor buggerdoodley....

sometimes my brain and thoughts are not my friends... that's a bit inconvenient... silly dufferwillies....

but i've nothing to worry about. i have my home, my family, my life, and the only one who can make it difficult, is me. so i should stop the buggeraboutings and make better use of my timely timeness...

chook, chook, chook!!

hung up the peter albansqueezy voting bannery thingy on the front fence tonight for Dion... i'll get him to help with my tablecloth this week to find out exactly what the local riff raff reckon they policise about for us city folkadiddles...

got a replacement hoodie thingy from mr s today and also some more good wife goodies..... posty thingies are good funly goodness

enough chatteryboxiness and time for a snoozywhatsit....

grrrzzzzzzzzBEKKERRRKK!!!

:-)